hi! sorry for the late response. We had a difficult couple of days and needed to put ourselves first
We are aphantasic, and we do have an inner world. I can't access most of it personally, anything beyond a certain point is blackness. I need to stay in the front and even then everything is a bit dull and hard to see at times. My systemmates say this manifets as me fading in and out in the inner world. They can see things just fine? I think??
I suspect the reason for me being more aphantasic than the rest is to keep the system hidden when it needed to back in the day. I also got massive headaches from meditating and I think that has to do with it too, otherwise I mightve discovered my system when I wasn't ready. That's the current working theory anyway.
I'm trying to work on my aphantasia but it is kind of difficult to break through it