re: 420, dissociation, personal, ~
I seem to hold a thread of consciousness pretty tightly while spinning through this place.
I'm mostly out of it now. It looks familiar out here too: carefully clinging to a thread that defines how I want my life story to go, but it gets tossed back and forth wildly along the way
I can feel myself holding onto that thread, going back a few steps now and then, to write something down so I make sure I answer questions someone asked, or remind myself of something.