plurality, many interests, not managing well, long
I have many different intests. Reading, writing, different sports, drawing, programming, paper-crafting, juggling. Could go on.
When I try to follow all of them in parallel (which I did), I never get anything done, or don't get better* at it. I feel like I'm pulled in so many directions at the same time, that I don't move at all. But I get sad if I have to limit myself.
At some point I thought #plurality would help to understand and balance those interests, too. But eventually that would mean that those few (two atm) creative and curious system members are systems on their own with different interests for each sub-member. And everyone tries to vote for their interests.
But that sounds like a huge mess, even for foggy me with limited insight. I guess something else is at work here, but I can't put my finger on it, let alone manage it properly.
*: Getting better is not a criterion, but would be nice to see every now and then.