If you enjoy a somewhat academic though still emotional take on the transmasc, here is an article rec
https://thenewinquiry.com/on-hating-men-and-becoming-one-anyway/
re: important quote from article, intersectionality, black trans men, feel free to boost
"By attempting to conceptualize shared female experience independently of race, sex-class theory upholds white womanhood and manhood as definitive of gendered experience. In reality, however, Black trans men are frequently denied the presumption of innocence shared by the implicitly white “female sex class” even before transition. The moral credit of perfect victimhood which I feared transition would take from me was never a unifying trait of womanhood to begin with."