negative, meds talk, doctor talk, vague death mention, etc 

ayyyyyyyyy the crash i've been expecting since I started tapering off our meds is here

people hjave been like oh wow it's so good and healthy and special that you're coming off those bad chemicals :) :) :) but literally i'm only doing it because my doctor moved, it's not a choice

i got the letter about it a month late so i didn't have any kind of handover to another doctor

im just glad i got a letter at all so i could measure it out and not stop cold turkey

I tried to go to a new place reputed as being safe and good for trans folks and got publicly ridiculed by the receptionist and told to go back to my suburb

so doctors are too much and too hard and i just decided to give up. i honestly expect to not make it another year, i wasw so bad without them and now im off again.

i expected the one good thing though was to have some more company at front more regularly and it's not really shaking out that way



re: negative, meds talk 

The past two days with no meds have been debilitating. But I found out the pills I thought were my smallest dose have two pills inside them!! So I have another step down I can go instead of 75 to 0 haha. So back on the meds again for another week or two. Relieved tbh, I didnt expect it to be this bad, and I couldnt have gone to work tomorrow like this.

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