starfall 🔰 @starfall@plural.cafe

Hello everyone! We're a median system of...some. The system name is Starfall and we all answer to the 'singletsona' name Kelsey. We work as a fullstack software dev. Here's everyone we've encountered so far:

Circe - she/her - I'm a demon literally made of spite. I do most of our day-to-day and political activism.

devin - ze/zir - The snake is very excitable and has very little impulse control. Being with partners brings zir out, as does anything cute or cuddly. Amateur mechanic.

Chloe - she/her? - Having a bit of an identity crisis at the moment, and sometimes falls out of contact with the rest of us. Writer?

Sonata - they/them - Network AI in a robotic kobold body. A recent addition, so we haven't had much time to get to know them.

fox boy - he/him, they/them - A fox boy with an incredibly fluffy tail that he loves to wag. That's about all we've seen.

Athena - they/them - Lives in a different headspace than the rest of us. Has only come to front once.

🐍 speaking of, who the heck wrote this? "apropos of" isn't *my* usual word choice, i'd just use "about"

incoherent rambling doesn't mean you're insightful, it means you suck at communicating

🔥​ Huh. Today, I think I gendered myself for the first time since acknowledging we're plural with a casual "alright girl" as an aside. (I've always used she/her pronouns but this is different.) Veeery interesting things happening here.

Though I think I might have merged with Chloe so that could explain it.

🔥​Hey Alexa get me a change of clothes and put on AC/DC because I'm back y'all.

Feel a little different. Probably have some system changes that happened over the past four days or so.

🐍 what up it's ya enby devin and i'm sad

somebody locked me in front like two days ago and i haven't been able to get in touch with anybody since, except a few times where somebody just responded "busy"

got circe for a few seconds and the person we were with asked what she'd been up to, and she just said "🔥​ front doesn't have access to that" and went back

i assume they're all doing trauma processing since this was after/part of the recovery from the panic attack we had from the depersonalization stuff

... i had to look at our journal twice to remember that so yeah that's probably what it is

please come back
please come back
please come back
please come back

had a minor panic attack but our partner was here to hold and listen to us and we feel a ton better now having got some potential trauma out in the open

uhhh so we were scrolling through some old selfies and there are two or three that we just... plain don't recognize. this is kind of Incredibly Fucking Alarming to us so uhhhhh idk what to do

🐍​ okay, we watched this demo playthrough and holy fuck i've been crying for like an hour and a half at the ending??? everybody coming together to celebrate and the text inviting not just the characters but you, the player, to the community space??? holy fuck yall community is so powerful and so important and goddesses do i need one

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xdw24amWrEM&t=6m25s

🔥 Huh. I didn't realize reporting somebody's "jokes" about other trans women warranted an 850 word essay calling me fragile, insulting my mother, all sorts of other insults, and actively wishing harm upon me.

The projection is real.

And it wasn't even creative, unlike the first insult she posted when one of her hateful posts got removed.

that feel when you had something to say, except you don't know who had something to say except that you're no longer them?

i rate that a solid 7/10. really quite a neutral feeling.