hello! #introduction time! :'D
we are quasar nebula (or just nebula for short). were a pretty new plural but are tentatively describing ourselves as a median cloud of homestuck fictives; weve been around on the fediverse before but have joined plural.cafe so we can have a specific place to talk to folx and write about our progress fumbling about with the whole figuring-this-out thing :')
some of our typing quirks are not screenreader-accessible unfortunately; well be tagging any such toots with the "quirk" content warning!
ill have this toot pinned, with introductions for each of us in reply!
quirk [GG], math course complete!
and....done math!! no more algebra 2, and thank goodness for that.
i feel a little bad because math used to be one of my favorite subjects, and its still a pretty big interest... but not as a topic of study anymore. ive advanced to the point where the vast majority of stuff i learn just dont have any use in real life! it feels pointless to dedicate hours of each day to a subject that largely isnt doing anything to help me contribute to or better understand the world in ways i care about.
math is still genuinely a neat and exciting topic to me -- discovering all the symmetries and relations and common ideas in the greater world of math has always been interesting! but... math is so far lifted from reality and the things i want to spend my time learning about as a kid, it doesnt seem worth it to keep at it any longer. i want to put my energy and curiosity into better places, and im glad i can finally do that without math constantly looming behind.
quirk [TZ], math
OH H3LL Y3S TH3 4NSW3R TO TH3 L4ST PROBL3M ON TH1S T3ST 1S 13.37
4NYW4Y ONTO TH3 N3XT (4ND F1N4L!!! 3V3R!!!) ON3. 20 QU3ST1ONS TO GO 4ND TH3N W3 C4N L3G4LLY QU1T M4TH FOR L1K3 4T L34ST 4 W33K >:]
quirk [GG], math boredom
parabola graphing problems, on the other hand,
quirk [TZ], re: math boredom
TH1S DO3S H4V3 TH3 UNFORTUN4T3 S1D3 3FF3CT OF FORF31T1NG 4T L34ST ON3 M4RK FROM TH3 L4ST T3ST OR TWO THOUGH
quirk [GG], mental health
"You need people around you, Jade Harley, and if being this far away from them causes you to deep-dive into your most painful memories then you need to find a way to salvage this experience before it buries you. Elsewise you were right to not come here for this long."
blecph, really feeling this one today
quirk [GG], dreams
the first time this happened recently i kept logged in this post:
the second time was a few mornings ago, same day as this (contents of this thread not relevant tho):
i decided to head back to sleep for a bit and had another dream where there was some gigantic construction going on inside our house? nearing the end of the dream i was considering checking my computer (which- in my dream- id left open on a certain bandcamp), but i realized, oh, all this construction must have made the power go out.
but thennn as the dream was ending, i realized, wait, this is just a dream! of course my computer wouldnt be powered off! so... my consciousness floated out of my bed and looked at the screen???? it was really weird, everything was upside down i think. anyway yes, the screen was still open on that bandcamp.
but then i ACTUALLY woke up and thought "why would that be open," and it was like... oh, duh. *all* that was a dream.
quirk [GG], dreams
i swear when i first wake up im able to imagine, _so_ vividly, scenes which arent actually happening-- like this morning in my mind i was in bed—same room, same bed—and it was _covered_ with a bunch of stuff. so i was clearing it all away and i could *feel* the sensations of moving everything around... and i lie back down and something shifts in my perception and suddenly i realize oh dangit, that was a dream.
@SophiaSurname hi im three dogs, one of whom is a ghost, and also sixty-three homestuck characters (two of whom are those dogs), a deltarune character, and an earthbound character, but im also dave
I posted a new poem on my Patreon, not behind a paywall. It's called Wordchoke. It'd mean a lot if you would read it and, if it speaks to you, if you would share it.
quirk [YF], trauma dream
wait shit I just remembered that dream had OTHER related shit in it too???? Oh my GOD head I haven't had to worry seriously about this for YEARS why are you deciding to remind me about it now.
weird 17 y/o queer median cloud of homestuck fictives! figuring things out, yo
[GG] jade! she/they
[TZ] terezi, they/she
[AG] vriska! she/her
[GA] kanaya, she/her
[YF] yiffy, she/it
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