re: leaving instance, BPD Show more
i do not have any idea why Lena especially (she's the most defined identity) exists if it's just BPD identity disturbance. though i havent seen her around in a while, so...
leaving instance, BPD Show more
i've decided to leave this instance and move to @nori
why? i no longer see myself as plural, as controversial as that is. it's not something you just 'no longer' do, but in lack if better words that's how i'll phrase it.
i believe what i'm experiencing is the identity disturbance in BPD, as i'm already being screened for BPD.
negative Show more
nothing's been going well.
persecutor Show more
question of the week: twisted persecutor forming or are these just intrusive thoughts?
vent Show more
i saw him today so nothing's ok
pda Show more
i love my QPP so much she's such a sweetheart and we spent the whole day together
So, I'm supposed to do this thing, huh.
Hello, my name is Eve (she/her), and I am the frontman of our little band of four, Cadence. I'm a 28 year old trans woman, demisex, and I'm mostly interested in animation, video games (Indies for life), and both cute shit, and macabre shit. I also love synthwave and industrial music - Perturbator is my aesthetic -, chiptunes, and J-pop.
Unfortunately, due to the craptastic world we live in, roughly 95% of my Twitter feed is politics, and I have no doubt this feed is going to end up the same.
I'm sure the others will introduce themselves when they feel like it, but they're Avalon (she/her), Sage (they/them), and Sang (he/him).
It's always gonna be me posting, unless noted otherwise; they're not a fan of fronting.
It's nice to ... sort of meet y'all.
a memory trigger, vent Show more
Well... Nori got a Kane's Soda Pop. She likes them, but forgot MY memory associated with them. And now I'm triggered out.
I remember the summer we drank Kane's with **** at the rock down the jogging path. It was my first time tasting a pop in my whole life. He was the first person in this world who knew about me outside our system.
I took another sip.
I think I'll finish this, it's not bad.
re: venty, neg to pos, musing on loneliness Show more
i dont know who or what part of myself just yelled out in my head 'then do something about it'
i do. living in a small semi-city is hard though i'll admit that. especially at my age, it's hard to find people that i vibe with for some reason.
venty, neg to pos, musing on loneliness Show more
feeling that sense of being unappreciated really bad today. it makes me want to isolate myself completely just to see if anyone reaches out, but knowing no one will makes me scared.
... well, my QPP would always reach out, right? i have her now, but i still feel oddly incomplete socially.
17 year old student from Finland.
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