I stumbled over a character creator with a cute art style (thanks to @Erose for putting a link to it in their profile x3) and managed to find out how I look :3
I was never able to just picture it in my head, but always thought might be able to find out if I go with what feels right when using a decent character creator. And this certainly feels about right.
Small improvement :3
(Also, while experimenting with different backgrounds, I noticed the option to put pride flags in the background. And experimented with those. And the demigirl flag felt eerily right. Which is news to be. I'll have to think about that, it doesn't really match what I thought about my gender so far.)
Made another picture :3 it's less "me" me, more like "I was forced to look nicely for some important occasion", but I still like it.
Also, I feel like the second one looks younger. Which is fitting, cause I think I'm age sliding to some degree?
Or rather... I feel like I was a young adult that didn't develop much after teenage years, feeling stuck in that age. I'd usually say I feel like a 21 year old stuck in a late 20s body, but tbh I'm more like a 16 or 17 years old who lived for 21 years and is stuck in a late 20s body.
It's hard to describe. I *am* 21. I've got the experience of a 21 year old, or so I feel. But still I feel like 16 or 17.
I do consider myself an adult. But I'm easily overwhelmed and forget how to adult.
I don't know how to better put it. Does any of this make sense?
@nightsky_system you got freckles!!
@nightsky_system I think it looks super cute! :3
@nightsky_system it's called being a millenial, I think.
@the_panda_system not exactly what I mean, but yeeeaaah, true x)
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