I said to Autumn, "You are happier than I am now!"
This is different! I have always been the happy one~ I sort of don't know what to feel about this!
Don't misunderstand me; I am so happy that Autumn has found true happiness! It's a beautiful thing to see! Autumn has never been happy before~ This is such a monumental change for us, and it will take some getting used to!
By no means am I saying any of this is bad. I am so proud of Autumn and how far they've come. They deserve this more than anything! It has just sent a shockwave throughout the system, and we are trying to adjust! 😅
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So people who run single-user instances
I've been lowkey thinking about starting one for my future company, since business accounts don't really belong on .Art, but like how much would you estimate I would need? I have a space at a web hotel that I'm currently hosting my portfolio website at, but it only uses like 1% of the space I have. Would it be possible or even desireable to host everything on there??
uhh #MastoAdmin ??
Hi I think this is Raven. I am able to type. However this is not the best time for this. I would have liked to introduce myself under better circumstances but I don't know why it is this. Autumn is here with me and I don't think I know them well but we had a panic attack and I was put in front but Autumn is here. I may be able to type because of Autumn but I do not know really. I am scared and I think that we messed up something and I can't tell yet. I want to go home.
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Hi friends. :)
We migrated to our own instance back in August, but we're going to be using our Plural Café account once again for general system things.
These kinds of things aren't a good fit for our individual accounts, and as we feel like we need an outlet for general system thoughts, this is the perfect opportunity to come back here.
Anyway, if you're still with us, thank you. <3
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Hey. My name is Autumn. I'm an entity of some sort; trans/genderfluid/demigirl/gxrl or something (I don't even know sometimes). My pronouns are they/them/theirs.
I'm a dork. I enjoy making up new lyrics to songs on the radio (and forever ruining the songs for everyone else). I have a very dry sense of humor and I like bad jokes. I suppose I should water that.
I'm an empath. You could say that it's one of my greatest strengths. I enjoy supporting others when I can. I always want people to know that they're not alone.
I do crappy art and I'm also a writer, neither of which I have ever shared with anyone because I am self-conscious about my work, so it's a secret to everybody. Maybe I should have redacted this from my intro
I am a web designer and I enjoy it most when I am inspired
I am really bad about talking about myself so here's what some people have said about me:
"winter, spring, summer, and fall; there is no autumn" -unknown/can't remember
"you aren't stupid, you are a friend" -ex-friend
"you look like you're 25 or so" -liquor store cashier
"you're the second prettiest trans woman that I know" -Zoey (ex-girlfriend)
"i'd would totally hire you as the lead vocalist for my band" -Mara (friend)
Aside from all of this blathering, I am mentally ill. Specifically PTSD, BPD, and DID. I am an open book about this because there needs to be less stigma surrounding mental illnesses. I like to try to help others understand that we are people too and the stereotypes about us are often offensive and just wrong. People need to judge us as individuals, not as stereotypes of our illnesses.
If you've gotten this far, I want to say thank you for reading this. I hope we can become friends. :)
-Autumn
We are a traumagenic plural system. We're disabled and mentally struggling (BPD, PTSD, DID). The body is 36 and #trans (HRT: 8/2013).
🍂@autumn: they/them; host, early 20s
🐇@erin: she/her; system admin/healer, age ~28
🔥Ziel: he/him; antagonist, age unknown
⁉@undefined: any pronoun; glitch, ageless
🌙Raven: she/her; creature of the night, age ~32
🧸Sarah: she/her; quiet child, age ~7
🐰Chelsea: she/her; former host, missing/deseased
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