Neptune🚀 @neptune@plural.cafe

I forgot that it is also a proxy for our other hosted stuff. So much for that idea.

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Turned our instance off. Find us over here for now.

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This is a really strange feeling. I'm blending with Autumn of all people. I've never fronted before, so maybe I'm only able to do it if I am blending with someone else? Why not Erin instead?

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Asterisk?

My heart is bleeding.

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body refuses to get up. it's as though nobody's home. i don't care, heh.

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I've been frontstuck for a while. What's different this time is that I don't feel like it's a bad thing. Erin's still here to back us up, so things aren't in such a bad way.

I feel like the rest of the system is pretty complacent at the moment, too. This is do different for us.

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I said to Autumn, "You are happier than I am now!"

This is different! I have always been the happy one~ I sort of don't know what to feel about this!

Don't misunderstand me; I am so happy that Autumn has found true happiness! It's a beautiful thing to see! Autumn has never been happy before~ This is such a monumental change for us, and it will take some getting used to!

By no means am I saying any of this is bad. I am so proud of Autumn and how far they've come. They deserve this more than anything! It has just sent a shockwave throughout the system, and we are trying to adjust! 😅​

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We're still getting used to our already short attention span being divided amongst different things~

We've never been good with multitasking! 😅​👍​

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I am mentally exhausted/out of spoons. I wish I could sleep all day, or just have Erin front. Maybe she will. But I'm so exhausted. I think I need to just step away from fedi for today and just watch Netflix or play a game or something

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Feeling weird and blendy

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Hi I think this is Raven. I am able to type. However this is not the best time for this. I would have liked to introduce myself under better circumstances but I don't know why it is this. Autumn is here with me and I don't think I know them well but we had a panic attack and I was put in front but Autumn is here. I may be able to type because of Autumn but I do not know really. I am scared and I think that we messed up something and I can't tell yet. I want to go home.

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i guess they're letting me speak here. so hey.

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A little bit ago Raven fronted for a few minutes. It seems that she is still unable to talk or do much of anything~

My dear Autumn has been feeling much happier lately! It's so sweet to see this~ I hope they are able to stay happy for a long time.

I am here collecting my thoughts about how things are going for us! Recently Autumn spoke with a member of another system and since then I've been thinking about Ziel, Raven, and undefined from a different perspective~ The things Ziel says to me make a bit more sense when thinking about it from this context. I'm still confused by it, but this is a start! 😃​👍​

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Hi friends. :)

We migrated to our own instance back in August, but we're going to be using our Plural Café account once again for general system things.

These kinds of things aren't a good fit for our individual accounts, and as we feel like we need an outlet for general system thoughts, this is the perfect opportunity to come back here.

Anyway, if you're still with us, thank you. <3

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