I run this account really disorganized because i am on social media to have a good time and shout my opinions sometimes. there are days i am more or less active, but my system generally does not sign off on which alter is making posts. this is probably really lackluster for a pinned post and i may remake it later, but for now this should work right?
as my profile bio says, im an anarcho-buddhist, loudly insane, and my gender and sexuality are both messy and confusing but i am transmasculine and make posts about that too
mental health, positive
i made it out of the 20 hour shift without having a psychotic episode. i think thats the first time in the 5 years ive been working there that ive ever managed to not go insane by the end of the night.
i have my internalized ableism of "okay so im normal, not worth being proud of" BUT considering the state of my brain i think i can be very proud of this
Psychomatic responses are STILL physiological responses.
It's wild how people will dismiss issues that are "all in your head" when that thing in your head; the place where the "you" lives, the thing that controls literally every single function within your body; is causing problems.
Mind-body dualism is a hell of a drug.
shenanigans, maybe kink?, also weed
my ex supervisor gifted me an electric fly swatter, so of course i had to use it. on myself. it gave me such a big rush that about a half hour later i had anxiety lmao... electro kink unlocked
in the same day i got a new weed vape so i can have something faster acting/lesser lasting than edibles and i took 2 hits to calm down, i slept like a baby. Eventful evening.
asking for job advice, my goal is related to supporting protests
im going to get into the medical field via phlebotomy, and likely EKG as well. i cant handle school and work at the same time due to my disabilities. are there any paths i can take to becoming able to function as a street medic? the two certificates im aiming for right now arent useful for street medic training, i dont think, but is it practical to get first responder training when i do not want to be an EMT for my career?
Polyfragmented System (below 50). TME Queer, anarcho-buddhist, loudly and unapologetically disabled. Regularly discusses how i experience the world with my conditions.
I write! www.archiveofourown.org/users/CrypticAxiom
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