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his wife's trust. We don't want to betray our wife's trust either. The whole situation just sucks. We feel so sad, immobilized. The headspace is like torture. Just pain, suffering, loss, confusion, disappointment, sorrow. Just wanted to tell someone. We know we will survive. But we are feeling it bad today. Thanks for reading.
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Hi there, we wanted to reach out for some support today. We like this boy. He seems wonderful. We met online. We have so much in common. So much. We just wanted to be friends, but somehow we fell in love with him. And he fell in love with us. For the first time in so many years, we have found someone who knows us, knows our insiders, and loves us for who we are. He's not phased by our queerness (works for him that we love cock!) or our transness or our plurality. He is so good, but he's married to his wife. Married her years decades ago when he was still in denial about being gay. He's out to her now, but their children don't know. And we are married to our wife also. She definitely knows all about us, everything about our many identities, many genders, many sexual orientations. So this man and I are stuck. We cannot practically go forward with what we feel for each other. And it hurts so much. We want him. We want his love. But we don't want him to compromise
Hi everyone. We have just hit upon a name for our system. Not entirely settled on it forever and ever, but at least for the purposes of this instance, we like it. El Higueron, the giant banyan tree. We especially like the connection to the Tree of Life. Feels appropriate. We are glad to have found all you lovely plural people!
#DID #multiplicity #plurality #multiple #plural #dissociative multiracial body, multicultural upbringing, polyglot, multi-instrumentalist, polymath, multiple genders, multiple sexual orientations...there is a bus full of us!
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