Barkeep @Barkeep@plural.cafe

Any other systems just several disaster enbies in a trench coat

h..hewwo

After an hour of being awake, it just now occured to me that in my dream last night people referred to me in it as she/her. Brain, thank you <3

@Gargron
#mastocats this is Fritz

#enbymafia I know it was you, Fredo. And you broke my heart

I don’t know how I suddenly wrote 16 pages of a screenplay in one day but thanks me this is a pretty good feeling

Hello.

I am kind of at a low point and maybe I will start a new blog here.

Am lonely. Might like to meet new persons.

eyooo everyone, figured i’d make us an account in a friendly plural space, so here we are! not sure how much the others will toot, but it’s there if they feel like it!

– L.

@setsuna We have just under 400 users with over 500 interactions so far this week. Not bad for an instance that’s just one year old.

Systems who #LeftTwitter: Plural Café (plural.cafe) is an instance where collectives of all stripes can express themselves and get to know each other.

Please note that we don’t criticize origins or question legitimacy. Endogenic, traumagenic, quoi-genic, mixed-origin, median, diagnosed, self-diagnosed, and questioning multiples are welcome. 😊☕️

#DID #multiplicity #plural #plurality #multiple #OSDD

do you have any idea what its like to WANT to believe that there's something after death, to want to believe any reincarnation, but you cant? you want to believe in someone, but youre so conditioned that even when you say you believe it in the end you still lay awake at night and think about how it will all end at death? i SUFFER thinking about this all the time having unnecessary existential crises late at night in bed and I WANT to believe anything else. most people just believe something if they want to. as hard as ive been trying, i still fall back.

i'm afraid of posting too much but also want to constantly post.
- Nori (+?)

I’m really grateful for survivor-run blogs. Saw a post today about a tactic that had been used on us as a child, and it was so incredibly uplifting to know that it was real and that we weren’t wrong.

Survivors who write for the rest of us are heroes.

just had to stop all interaction with two systems because they are strictly anti-natural and post about it, which makes me uncomfortable. we are not endogenic, but most are a supporter of peace between systems.

cant we all just get along despite our differences?

- ?

good morning it is i, a big heckin question mark

- ?

welcome @psykes they're my best friend, singlet and incredibly supportive and want to learn whatever they can about systems!!

gonna be real i never know if anyone on this instance is talking about a systemmate or a person outside of their body and im pretty sure this also applies to myself

anyways so sometimes I draw and you guys should follow our art tunglr https://coffeehedonist.tumblr.com and our art insta, we're (@)coffeehedonistic on there lol. Have a Saki, I wanted to draw her ever since Spell watched zls lmao
-Uta

I want to curate a non-fiction anthology about multiplicity, containing different interviews (conducted by me) and pieces written by systems.

But I don’t know how to find a publishing house or editor.

since opening up to my therapist about our switches, idk honestly. i have no clue anymore.

the words i used to describe us... i directly called us alter egos. now i don't know anymore, because that seems so likely but also far from it. the others are almost TOO different from me, having pseudo-memories and all.

i've been using plural terms since age 14. the others formed at that time (expect Ryou who I don't know about. maybe age 10?), therefore i'm not DID nor OSDD.

we don't have switch amnesia at all.
i do have daily amnesia and dissociation. to the point it dangers me sometimes.

when a switch happens, i feel like i'm not myself very strongly, dysmorphic almost, i feel very different.

feels like we're somewhere between 'me' and 'us'. it's hard. i don't know what is going on with me and i will probably never know.

it feels good to open up though.