psychosis meta, unreality tw
something that really bothers me that I see a weird amount of the time is well-meaning people making posts that are meant to generally reassure others that the world around them is real/bad delusions are not.
E.g. im borrowing from another site:
"If you’re reading this, you’re real.
You’re not in a coma, you’re not dreaming, you’re not in a simulation. I’m real and I’m telling you that you too, are indeed real."
Like. I get the good intentions here. i know it's supposed to be reassuring. but if i'm not already delusional in that way and don't need that reassurance, it can actually be triggering?
It's like someone telling you "don't worry, I'm not stealing" out of the blue. Like, I *wasn't* worried about it, but *now* I am because that's weird to just say when I didn't ask for reassurance.
Like of course I'm in a simulation if i'm getting people specifically and unpromptedly reassuring me I'm not. :V
(thankfully thats not set in for me rn)
And apparently it's 18? Can someone unbiased count here. Or you know, I missed myself, or started from 0.
Misses Robot aka Misses Automa
It's likely I'm an integration (like anembilly) of a few of the polyfrags.
Thinks like... a black hooded figure in synthetically produced clothing (cyber punkish) (this is very hard for me, usually someone else pictures the others, and this is giving me a headache)
But with like.... hidden cables that can come out?
Like a cybepunk eldrict abomination, face hidden, moving unaturally both on a micro and macro level. Always where you don't expect her, but you look and she is there. Face hidden, but emotions readable. But also really nice if you're nice to her? Like ridiculously nice (and vice versa)
Also the system has a name... but I dunno, some people seem afraid of it for some reason, so just ask if you want to know.
Oh also, we all have autism, which makes stuff complicated internally and externally!
Sorry this was so long! Hi!
Violet Grey - Think, Carmen Sandiego but in purple, grey hair, round glasses, loves science. Ace/Aro but loves experiments? (formerly an esmerelda aparently? Dunno, that's what someone wrote down)
Violet Unicorn - Just... think rarity from MLP... but with as a spoonie. Cause we don't have the energy to make things as she wants them.
(M.R. oops missed an esmerelda, not sure how this works still but I always seem to have the most info)
Foxy Esmerelda - Fox Girl, Butch, (but shy, and embarrassed about shyness)
(*at least 10 sets of eyes roll*)
And introducing SWSNBN, The Nameless One, Hoarder of Enemies, Victories, Titles, Alters, and who knows what else.... Well... yeah... they refuse a name. (think like an elder dragon who lives in the shadows, very dangerous for billie or lily to team up with this one if we are in a bad mood)
Lilys (Traumagenisis - that is resolved)
Fangs/Chipmunk/Red Black Lily - Picture like... a chipmunk dressed as a vampire? Other stuff too but inappropriate for this text.
Wings/Pixie/Sprite/Black Blue Lily - A little pixie/sprite that hide things and plays tricks.
Merfolk/Aquamarine/Blue Green Lily - Mermiad, non verbal, loves hot tubs.
Kitty - Cat, teams up with lily/other humaniod alters to become a cat girl (which is honestly cute imo). When teaming up with swsnbn thinks they are every cat.
Snake - Is a snake, always only see their body poking out of things. Never see the body and tail connected. Length = ????
Dragon - Hoards cats, friends, mtg cards. Green scales.
Wolf - Loner, but lonely. Loves to walk. Finds puppy's behavior embarrassing. (but most of us think it's cuuuute :D). Eyepatch. Sword, but never uses it.
Violet (Trauma Genisis)
GLaDOS - Sadly, both. Like the portal 2 story (caroline), but in this case it was consensual, and necessary
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